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el_gare @ 2005-12-22T10:08:00

2005-12-23T15:09:17Z

the woman i'm thinkin of she
loved me all up
so i'm so down today

camping in ocala

2005-11-30T07:26:34Z

i'm so stoked right here cos robby is losing the game

this is him trying to guess my card, ha.

my eyes are almost closed, ha. gettin late.

tobacco use only........sha

um

all in all a good trip. we went in some caves and swam in a spring river. and drank like 10,000 beers.

el_gare @ 2005-11-12T20:58:00

2005-11-14T01:59:10Z

baby, i wish i was dead.

uhhh

2005-10-11T03:35:12Z

i'm not gay, but i wish i was just to piss off homophobes

el_gare @ 2005-09-17T19:06:00

2005-09-18T23:06:23Z

Did you ever see a robin weep
When leaves begin to die?
Like me he's lost the will to live
I'm so lonesome I could cry

The silence of a falling star
Lights up a purple sky
And as I wonder where you are
I'm so lonesome I could cry

el_gare @ 2005-08-27T18:37:00

2005-08-28T22:39:38Z

Then take me disappearin' through the smoke rings of my mind,
Down the foggy ruins of time, far past the frozen leaves,
The haunted, frightened trees, out to the windy beach,
Far from the twisted reach of crazy sorrow.
Yes, to dance beneath the diamond sky with one hand waving free,
Silhouetted by the sea, circled by the circus sands,
With all memory and fate driven deep beneath the waves,
Let me forget about today until tomorrow.

i want to go somewhere else, physically and mentally. i have to do something soon. i can't feel like this anymore.

el_gare @ 2005-08-27T11:05:00

2005-08-28T15:06:07Z

everything fucking sucks.

el_gare @ 2005-07-09T20:02:00

2005-07-11T00:04:11Z

the only thing i want, i'll probably never get.
i'll probably always be like this.

el_gare @ 2005-06-09T15:53:00

2005-06-10T19:56:42Z

sharon: randy, how are we going to tell all these girls that their grandmother is dead?
[they walk outside where the girls and some boys are]
randy: um, everyone who has a grandmother step forward
[everyone steps forward]
randy: not so fast girls.
[girls start crying]
-south park

el_gare @ 2005-06-06T17:10:00

2005-06-07T21:10:41Z

yeahhhh so i got fired

fuuuck

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2005-06-06T20:51:34Z

i got fuckin paid, holy shit.
this is worthy of an update.
a lots happened since the last time i updated, like getting paid.
i cant belive im gonna get 200 dollars every monday.
this shit is ridiculous.

whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

money makes me soooo happy

see yaaaaa

2004-10-04T23:34:45Z

goodbye livejournal
i knew you wouldn't last

el_gare @ 2004-10-03T18:09:00

2004-10-04T22:14:05Z

i dont want to be old
i guess i have to be, unless i die before i get there.
i hope i'm not one of those stubborn old guys, like the dudes that won't admit they forgot something.
i'm gonna be such a crazy old person, i can't even begin to fathom the weirdness of this thought.
like, when i'm 65. will i still hang out with my friends? play guitar? do anything i do now?
only time will tell i guess, and the speed that times moving kind of scares me. one day it'll be over...that is fucking nuts. and in like 500 years, no ones gonna know i was even here. it's all about making a mark.

el_gare @ 2004-09-28T16:27:00

2004-09-29T20:32:33Z

"time is a jet plane
it moves too fast
oh, but what a shame
if all we've shared can't last
oh see what you can do
i can make it through
you can make it too"

i cant belive all taht shit that happened over the weekend. not just to me, but other people(tony).
if there is a heaven, tom is definately in there bro.

el_gare @ 2004-09-26T15:08:00

2004-09-27T19:10:06Z

for me, this weekend ended saturday morning.
more problems with the police.
there was a crowd.

valentino vamp in mexico

2004-09-22T20:54:07Z

what do you do when you like someone youve never met before
clueless
bout to burn one tho
ill brainstorm

if you only have one name, i think that automatically makes you an icon.

i cant belive bryans leavin for good. i hit me when i saw him withdrawing from school today. i was thinking 'this might be the last time i ever see bryan miller'. i cant blame him tho, arizone is prolly the shit.

'i dug you diggin me in mexico'

el_gare @ 2004-09-19T18:54:00

2004-09-20T22:58:10Z

why do gay people talk different
almost every gay dude ive seen talks all feminine
when you turn gay does your voice just change?
or is it something you just fake so the other gays will think you're cool?
i mean, if you used you're pre-gay voice, would they not want to hang out with you?
what do you think?

el_gare @ 2004-09-18T19:22:00

2004-09-19T23:27:53Z

this weekend was pretty average
drinking and smoking
but then my boy named yellow xannie bar showed up so it got crazy and i dont really remember too much
i remember it was reaaal fun tho
i love drugs
i love em more than anything i think
except this one girl........

el_gare @ 2004-09-15T19:05:00

2004-09-16T23:15:40Z

yesterday
numerous parties
this mourning tony, zoltan, and i had to leave this kids house at like 730am
we walked to the days inn and called a cab
the dude pulls up and i start making like bullshit talk with him or whatever
im like 'have you seen that show taxicab condfessions?'
hes like 'yeah, i could tell you some stories...'
then outta no where he goes..
'about 2 years ago my wife was going out of town for like 5 days and im thinkin, how am i gonna get laid? so im about to go out and look for something to DO and i pick up these 2 girls at the days inn(same one we were at). they had just got kicked out of their place and needed somewhere to stay. they say they are lookin for a good party and i tell them that they could stay at my house and that i have this and that(drugs). but the only stipulation is you have to fuck me. so the party went on for like 5 days, just suckin and fuckin these hot 18 year old shaved bitches. they were crazy, we did everything you could think of, she even stuck a cucumber up her ass'..
this guy was fuckin crazy
plus he was the most disgusting man i think i've ever seen
theres no way this shit really happened to this guy
if you see him, youll probably vomit
so if anyone ever needs a ride, call mike at 'plant city dial a ride' at 752-5255
damn

el_gare @ 2004-09-13T19:07:00

2004-09-14T23:08:02Z

all the good ones get canceled

el_gare @ 2004-09-12T19:58:00

2004-09-14T00:02:51Z

'meet me in the morning,
56th and wabasha
honey we could be in kansas
by the time the snow begins to thaw'

this weekend was cool
drove all over the place
marks car ran outta gas
slept on a dock
got sunburned

theres this girl i like but ive never seen her before.
so she must be awesome
floridas a big ol state

el_gare @ 2004-09-07T17:25:00

2004-09-08T21:26:56Z

im going to be playing some songs at a pro-kerry benefit with some other bands.
nothing special but its free
if you want to go, contact me and ill give you a flyer or something.
vote for change niggas

el_gare @ 2004-09-06T16:48:00

2004-09-07T20:54:06Z

this weekend was weird
me and tony were at caitlyns house for like 3 days because of hurricane madness
last nite we stole a bunch of beer and josh popnoes dad called the cops on us for being on the golf course behind his house.
so me, tony, fab, and some other kid got pulled over with like 20 beers in the car by the same fuckin cop thats always tryin to perpetrate. he kept telling me how fucked up i was and giving me tests and shit. after all that, its like 4am, they just let fab's dad drive us all home. he said he was gonna talk to our parents but he didnt. he kept telling us to be careful, whatever.
i thought we were jack's bound

cop: 'are you on drugs?'
tony: 'just meth'
cop:'how much meth did you do'
tony: 'i just shot up like 800 million pounds'

el_gare @ 2004-09-06T16:48:00

2004-09-07T20:52:41Z

el_gare @ 2004-08-31T20:27:00

2004-09-02T00:28:28Z

i fucking hate live journal

i just typed so much shit and i clicked to thing for 'more options' and it deleted everything

fuck you livejournal
you fucking piece of shit